IF THERE'S A SOULMATE FOR EVERYONE.

here is the day maybe he's been waiting for.

the day that i give up. on all hopes and on everything. i really do believe in love. and i really do believe that love will kind a way. like how Peter Parker and Mary Jane come together in the end. like how Rogue and Gambit still remain in love. like how Will Turner and Elizabeth Swann love each other even though they can only see each other once every ten years.
i know that all this only happens in movies. but it can happen in real life too.
i can believe in all of this. but somehow, i just feel that it isnt meant for me.

i just dont know what to do. and i know that i told myself that i shouldnt just give up. but all i see is myself going around in circles. and these circles never end. and i'm never going to find the perfect fit. so i'll just stop.

like what i told shanie, last sem was supposed to mark the last day i tried.